Math I Didn’t Sign Up For

Once, at a holiday dinner table, I dipped a sugar cookie into some buttercream, and so many people gasped and yelled NO that the cookie never made it to my mouth. 

I cried instead. 

It’s diabetes awareness month and I don’t usually pay much attention to these things so I’ll keep it short. But right now, it seems silly not to write something.

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My Chargers

When I hear of cancelled plans these days I secretly like it. I’ve learned that time is my greatest currency and time given back to me with a cancelled plan is a gift. That ‘plan-no-more’ usually means an open invitation to recharge. Most of us think of “recharging” as doing nothing. Doing nothing is doing something though. It’s reenergizing our minds and bodies. Exercising is a recharge that takes effort. Completing a goal with a hobby is a recharge that takes effort. Making memories at the zoo with my family is a recharge that uses tons of energy. Recharging, for me, means anything that fills my heart-o-meter with happiness and glee. 

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My Chicken Resume

There are chickens living in my backyard who couldn’t care less that I have a bachelor’s degree and there are four dogs in my house and they do not give a flip about my book – even though Bonnie is on the back cover. My son doesn’t have a hoot about my LinkedIn. They don’t care that I spend months worrying about what happens next school year or wondering whether I’ll ever find another career. Each morning, these dogs and chickens greet me with the same question:

“Did you bring snacks?”

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Alive to tell it. Live to share it!

It’s here!

When Breath Returns: A Memoir of Life After Loss is officially live.

This book was written in pieces … through chaos, healing, grief, and growth. It’s honest, a little messy, and deeply personal.

If you’ve ever had to rebuild your life or find your way back to yourself, this story is for you.

You can find it here: https://a.co/d/0iXVXiXt

Thank you for being on this journey with me.

Love,

Amanda

I See Your “One Year” and Raise You Nine More!

Ten years since 2016. And that realization tells me one thing, we need to talk about nine years ago for a hot minute. 

Nine years ago, an acquaintance gave me an expiration date I did not appreciate. He told me with arrogance, I might add, that I would have one year to talk about my coma. After that, I’d need to drop it.

One year. AS IF!

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